Wednesday, July 27, 2011

human error


Today was quite a bad day and thank god it's mellowed out. Ever felt so helpless because you want so badly to punch the face of the person right in front of you, but you can't? I have. And that feeling is a pain in the ass.

There are so many types of people that irk me : hypocrites, suck up whores, people who are so fake they're almost plastic... and the list goes on. However, I don't go about picking on their flaws and bitching about them because they do not mean enough to me for me to give a fuck about... until they decide that it's okay to step all over me. That is where I get extremely pissed.

Despite that, I never ever bother confronting them because essentially, it's a waste of time most of the time. You don't try to teach a cat how to bark or a dog how to meow because it's against their nature. Likewise, a fucked up person is fucked up through and through, are they going to listen to what you have to say? Nooooooooooo. They'll hear what you say but inherently they think they are always right. So no, no confrontation because it's no point talking to someone who doesn't see sense or how ugly they truly are.

Then what? Suck thumb and hope they get banged by a car lor. I'll cuss and swear and mentally maul that person and I'll never ever forget what they did. Call me petty or whatever, but I never believed in the " forgive and forget mantra ". Yes I will let it go eventually , when the rage has simmered down and said asshole becomes insignificant once again but the mere glance of the face or sound of the name is more than enough to conjure it up again. If he/she can do it once, they sure as hell can do it again.

These past 2 years have brought forth a lot of assholes to me, and I no longer believe in 'seeing the good in everyone'. I've come to the point whereby it's only applicable if they're worth it, otherwise... eternal damnation for you byaaaatches!

Yes yes, angsty day for sure. Thank god though, thank god for all the sensible people I know.

So I've been hearing facts from friends here and there, incidents that reflect on a person's character rather than random bitchings anddddd I just feel like laughing out extremely loudly. And also patting my friends on the back because I feel so sorry for them that they know someone like you, you and you. Some people never change, trying so hard to be someone they're not, having zero integrity , thinking that everybody loves them, thinking that friendships are at their convenience... and it goes on. Sweetie, wake up your idea.

Feel so much better, back to bpharm !

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