Wednesday, February 8, 2012

pumped up kicks

It's been another rollercoaster of emotions day come, day gone. Decided to keep it off this place, there's only that much negativity I want to look back on when I view this place. Bittersweet carousel ride, always takes me back to the same start. Pray that it be a different end.



That aside, I'm counting down the days till the end of school, officially less than a month. Finally after 4 long years, I'm leaving this place. I have never had to struggle through my studies THIS much before. I used to be flustered when I missed an A but now, I'm happy to just pass.



Well, I'm glad I'm planning a one year break from academia. I really need it, this whole diving into the books thing again doesn't quite agree with my stomach and is in all honesty, claustrophobia-inducing.



The uncertainty scares me, as always. Insecurity and me... we don't quite work out. But I'll give it my best shot, untangle those knotted thoughts, unravel those boggling emotions and unearth that lost drive. This has to lead me somewhere, I can't imagine 20 years gone past and I see myself living the very tale of Eat,Pray, Love. Half a life gone, is a time too long.



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And of course, back to dance (:
I sorely miss it. This dancing around my small room... doesn't make the cut.


4 comments:

  1. Just wonderin if you ever had a mass orgy? Coz you look like the type who can go down on her knees and give blowjobs to ten thousand guys without blinking an eye.

    I bet you have, you whore.

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  2. No I haven't and I'm so glad I disappoint you! Now fuck off to somewhere else where your opinions matters :)

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  3. Doesn't it matter here?? :( If it didn't matter why did you reply??? Haaaaahahahahahahhaaahahahaa! Fucking contradicting.

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