Sunday, February 3, 2013


It's 4.30am now, I'm just done with my extremely cold shower, slapped on my skincare and am now waiting for my hair to dry. I have to be up in 3 hours time for another long day of work, and as much as I groan about how tired I am and how painful my feet are... I'm actually grateful. I've been up since 7am earlier on and I've been out for a full day of work, the crazy long hours under the sun to promote Red Numbers followed by standing in heels for 4hours straight for Vibe. Jobs means money, and that makes the fatigue worth it.

Apart from the annoying emotional bouts, 2013 has been looking up. Red Numbers is my first event of the year, and thus far I've been confirmed for two other jobs. I feel immensely lucky because my vertically challenged physique leaves me with such a huge disadvantage. And yes, I am back to events and happy to be back. I'm going to work hard at both Lounge and events to supplement my income. I don't earn much, but mixing up the Lounge routine with events makes it so much more interesting. 

I hope in 2013 and the years to come, I would have the strength to never falter in what I pursue, regardless of what those around me may say. As long as I'm not doing anything wrong, I don't want to stop doing what makes me happy. 

I'm going to work at this determination and hopefully, by August, my resolve would be strong enough to carry through with my plans in school. The thought of relying on anyone to put me through my degree never crossed my mind, I've grown too used to being financially independent. But $500/ month to school fees is too back breaking, so I'm going to work hard to get my education paid for. I've done it so many times, if I work hard enough, I believe I can do it again. 

Okay 5am, so abrupt but rest beckons. I just needed to unload some thoughts.