Thursday, March 27, 2014

Weekend snippets Part 2


With all that done, I can't believe it's Thursday morning as I type this now. Time could use a little slowing down :<  I haven't been in the best of states, physically and mentally. Well, I'm not too surprised about the physical side since I see back to back packed days with little rest all the time. Lull days are always sick days where I die in bed and recuperate - story of my life. But I'm not complaining, I love how unpredictable my schedule is, I can't imagine a life of mundane routine. The only downside is how I often wake up and take a good 15 min to figure out what day it is, why I'm awake at that time and what I have to do. Thank god for good old organisers. 

Mentally... Well. I thought my down days were over, gone with the winds of those scumbag period hormones. But I was wrong. Frankly, I don't know what is wrong exactly. There's a void, no doubt, I just haven't figured it out. It's perplexing, I'm so involved for so much of the week and my mind's always occupied and BAM, I'm home alone... Empty. On the inside. It eats at me, it affects my productivity and I hate that. I foresee myself spending a good time, lulling over this, to try and make sense of these emotions. But until then, keep pushing right? I'd find my answers. 


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